wow.its been 200 years since i updated this..
well.today was.alright.hm.got math back ytd. 29. quite disappointed.ergh.got english back too..summative argumentative.sucked.got 20.thats..abt67%.yeah.everyone else did so much better.OH!bt THere's LIT THO=) k that kinda makes me feel better.=)got 23!!out of 25.& that was the highest mark!=)))to think i beat qian,the wonderfullest most artsy pro-in-languages nanyang butt who'd alreaddyy done lord of the flies last year--& topped the level in the nanyang LOTF lit exam 2004. hahahahahaha. she mustve been groggy that day.i guess the stars were positioned right for me just then! =) ahahha. we got starssss directing our fateeee
hm.but my english.hm.my eengleesh sarks.can reks geef me lessons? =(had chem prac.was quite fun.hmph. so many people still owe me money for the chem comp.i paid like more than $60 for people who didnt bring the money. including that stupidassbitch who owes me money for other chem things too. i ate a veggie pau for lunch. gross. i thought it was charsiew.hm. no wonder the aunty gave me a funny look.
china trip.yesterday laoshi talked to me about it again.she said it was really "shi-he" me.like,'meant-for'me, suitable for me.& that itd be of great benefit, espesh since my learning attitude is not all that screwed up.i didnt even do so badly for hcl this year..got 70+.some got 50+..& my mark is above average.why does laoshi only approach me?why am i worst in her eyes tho i am technically not?maybe its cos i never hand in my work.
PTs are killing me.i can never finish anything on time.ive barely started on lit & chinese,&havent started on hist & bio.how can they give us all that at 1 GO?
mr ganesh is a bastard.he cant tell right from wrong.still angry at what he did last term.
im rambling.no one'd have the faintest clue what im talking about.hm.ytd at the table at some restaurant during family lunch..this man approached our table.we didnt know him at all.turns out he was this pilot who knows daddy.bt dad was too blur to even have known this guy existed.he came & started talking about me!!=| turns out he goes to the same church my piano teacher mrs tan does..& that mrs tan told him lots about me.which i could tell!he knew alot about me & my piano.like abt my standard & repertoire & all. hm.&he said a wHOLe lot of flattering things about my ahem "talent" that supposeDLY, according to him, had been directly quoted from mrs tan..but its impossible cos mrs tan is always so critical of everyone's playing..espesh mine=( the man was pretty annoying..bet he made it all up to try butter daddy up.hm.but thats not nice..if he was lying.itd give me false hopes & false self impressions.complacency.arrogance.hmph.he CHEAt my fewlings!!=)
ive got so much to do.but im so tired. everytime i try doing something i start to fall asleep.i miss rekha.so much.i need a hug from her to carry on in this world=(